So, my therapist is referring me to a psychiatrist who she’ll work with to diagnose me, but currently she is leaning towards a social anxiety disorder with depression.
Firstly, I didn’t realize SAD was an actual disorder so I hadn’t considered it before.
But…I feel really crushed. I’m not trying to use SAD as an excuse or anything, but it feels like conscious brain knows what I should be doing as a communist, but my subconscious instinct over protects me and prevents me from actually being able to be social and organize and such. I just feel like such a useless sack of meat.
If anyone else here has suffered with this, could I ask for some advice, please?
Uhhh, I don’t even know how to frame it
So, i am having a “big sad” also, probably for years with it’s becoming gradually worse, as i feel myself
Solution? Well… I don’t know, im using escapism (and perhaps junk food) to be just here
But, i guess we, the communists are here for each other, so untill capitalism dies, or i die in attempt to destroy capitalism - i am not going anywhere