I fucking hate this shit too. I asked for help on my friend’s behalf (she is unhoused up in the states) and myself (i havent eaten in 2 days) and “nobody gives a flying fuck”*. I went down a negative thought and paranoia spiral. I can intellectualize pretty damn well so that’s my coping mechanism but damn do I understand you.

it’s not just this dire moment in history and the usual capitalissmo strains, but everyone is in an absolutely tight spot. the only people that extend a helping hand are those that are in the same position as i am. let us break the hard moldy bread in half bc sharing is caring. i am becoming so fucking bitter at all these yacht patreon socialists in the states that do no mutual aid or community building. i am being fed by the anarchkiddies doing soup kitchens in parks. and at least we can cry and sob together lmfao.

REGARDLYLESS OF MY INNER PRIVATE THOUGHTS. this all made me realize the lack of community Net Webs (i made this term up) that exist irl or online. the potential for online and anonymous help is overlooked. guess we gotta start building smh

this is all capitalism btw. i hate that my bitterness even reaches another comrade but …yeah

I feel the same way. And the only help on offer from the authorities is: “Be on the waiting list for 5 years for a 3 month course of shitty therapy that involves drawing pictures and meditating. What do you mean it didn’t work? How are you not cured???”

I really think life has been made miserable by design.

I can relate to this. I’m currently struggling with my social anxiety and I wish i could make it go away.