DXM was too delirious in my opinion. Like entire moments of time just flashing in and out, like pressing the skip button on the remote. And even in the brief moments when I feel myself conscious, it’s like I don’t know who I am, where I am, what I am, what’s going on. Something just feels off and I can’t remember what. Then flashing out of existence again until another blip maybe minutes, maybe an hour later.

That was a large dose though, probably too large. I had done it previously with a more meticulously calculated dose and I vaguely remember enjoying it and not losing consciousness, although the time dilation was crazy.

That was all a long time ago now. Well over a decade.

Before that I tried Dramamine, and aside from the initial nausea I don’t remember it being too bad. Maybe just cause it was so long ago. It felt like being in that Mickey Mouse episode Through the Looking Glass. It’s the only drug I’ve done that gave me literal visual hallucinations (at least overlayed with the waking world, not like salvia), like actually seeing things that weren’t there, watching them move around and morph into different objects. It really did feel like walking around in a dream world, while being awake…