Thank you for the thoughtful reply. I do indeed have in my head Rojava in my head when thinking, or indeed reacting. Even Ángel Pestaña said

"So, as for the Bolsgeviks - Russia’s rulers, the men who hold power in the name of the working class. We refuse to hold then responsible for all the evils that afflict the Russian people.

Material responsibility for all the miseries we witnessed in Russia, falls as an affront, a stigma and a terrible accusation against Europe’s governments and bourgeoisie. They are responsible, they are by far the most responsible

One must absolve the Bolsheviks of this sin. They have enough faults already on their conscience as socialists, and also burdening them with ones they did not commit, and sins for which they are not responsible.

I have been digging further into where I think my source of frustration is with the aim to excise it, as even the GS of the CNT could.