Bad divorce, abusive partner. dust settled,

have a will with my daughter’s starting today. had a trip planned and all, was going to take them camping.

but instead she won’t let me have one of my daughters.

I’m tired of no one taking this seriously,

I also learned that she didn’t report tonthe courts that I paid her alimony, now the courts want me to pay again.

The thoughts are back, ending my life is the only way I see to improve my life.

i know this will be ignored

  • gibmiser@lemmy.worldEnglish
    4·
    14 days ago

    What if it does get better and your not there for it? Will they understand? Is that worth it?

    • 🍉 Albert 🍉@lemmy.worldOPEnglish
      4·
      14 days ago

      one more year, just one more, things will get better, just one more year, forget the constant pain. just one more year…

      • shalafi@lemmy.worldEnglish
        1·
        14 days ago

        Don’t be silly, you can kill yourself anytime. Why stress about waiting a whole year?! Just lay off for a single day. I couldn’t do a year in your shoes, bet I could do a day!

        • 🍉 Albert 🍉@lemmy.worldOPEnglish
          1·
          14 days ago

          tried a few times. not looking to get the “waking up the next day” disappointment.

          probably the greatest disappointment anyone can experience