I wish I could have said no.

I had to travel to the US for work. I hated being there.

I was. I first learnt of the movie when Matthew Colville mentioned it.

You are a river to your people

Everything except the posting of the selfie.

Social media is depressing.

Currently trying not to get overwhelmed in this family function. So many people and noise.

I love my wife, kid, and my pet.

What’s currently worth living for? My current hyper fixation.

Knowing that I get a small amount of time every day to obsess over something that brings me joy.

I’ve built my whole world in D&D with its own pantheons but the one that took most of my time and helped a lot was buying my first raspberry Pi and learn Linux. Imo, it has gotten me through so many rounds of layoffs and somehow I’m still working there.

So do you want a hobby to relax or to develop a side skill? I got out of depression by developing a sense of worth with my work.

I find that stopping patterns help more. If you dissociate more in your bedroom, try to get out of there and spend time in the living room.

Try to not consume content but rather do something. Doodling even. Look forward to doing something. Anything that requires some brain activity that requires you to interact.

Don’t be afraid of failing that activity. No one succeeds on the first try.

Switch your mindset to look forward to things.

Watching TV is better than scrolling mindlessly through your phone.

My therapist has started me with a gratitude journal and I stopped dissociating after work. I’m tired and I wish I could be painting minis but instead I’m watching community and doodling. Sometimes if I have some energy, I paint a little.

I still find myself some days to say fuck this and scroll.

Hope you find something that helps

I’ve actually had the opposite issue where it runs fine on my web browser but does not play on my TV.

Is it bad to have one central postgres for all your containers?

My HomeAssistant is running on Unraid but I have an old NVIDIA Quadro P5000. I really want to run a vision model so that it can describe who is at my doorbell.

What would you recommend to hook to my home assistant?