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    4 months ago

    Oddly enough i feel way less anxious these days.

    I think its because i finally came to terms that i don’t want to live in Japan anymore.

    As a side effect ive been taking up more responsibilities/risks at work and learning alot more

    This week i came up with a plan and will probably be starting my long interview prep journey soon.

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        Basically, I don’t really have any purpose being in Japan anymore. Thinking ahead, i have a couple of life goals that just aren’t feasible for me to try here. And once i came to that realization, I started to feel more like leaving.

        As to where I’ll go next, it really depends! I think I’m pretty disadvantaged in the current job market, but I do have an older brother in the states i can rely on. He’s the type that would offer me room/board with no questions asked.

        I’m open to moving anywhere for the right opportunity, though. So we’ll see!