I don’t have very detailed recollection of events, I remember like the equivalent of a one paragraph summary for entire events that should have like 5 pages of detail. I feel like I’m missing parts of me. Brains sucks so much when it comes to storage capacity.


not since my sister and mother used to read it together. sometimes I still get kinda angry that they traumatized me out of a decent coping mechanism. have been thinking about using a constructed alphabet that doesn’t map well to the Latin alphabet but I need to finish memorizing the characters. might also figure out how to mix bullet journaling with the sacred geometries just for maximum chaos.
I wrote at 13 I wanted to move to New York City. My step fsther read it, (thank goodness it was just that one) and gave me a lecture/beating because “I’m not just going to abandon him and go live a dream in the city, leaving him to rot where he stands”. Fucking delightful stuff.
I hate people. You shouldn’t have to write a constructed alphabet for privacy.
I learned about Elian script last week and appreciated how different the characters can become written out!